Sorry korang coz its been almost a few months since the last time i updated my blog.. maybe because i've been busy last year and to those ppl who are close to me they know that i've been through a lot of things in my life...



Firstly i was shocked when i got a news that my dad was hospitalized in ramadhan last year due to his sickness...then he had to do an operation because the doctor found out that he has a minor cold blood in his brain.. it was quite a dull raya for us whole family since we have to celebrated it in the hospital with my dad.. but thank to God cause at that time he is getting better...


Then when i came back to KL sumthing bad happened to me.. only Mashi n Ayesha (my 2 besties ever) know about it.. luckly for me to have friends like them.. without both of u i don't know how im supposed to face my life.. both of u really HELP ME A LOT... and i REALLY APPRECIATE it... thank so much.. SAYANG KORANG GILE!!! with the strength and courage that they gave it to me i manage to settle n face my problem...

it was on december when i got back again to penang with my sister...my mum at the time keep calling me saying that my dad is getting better (rase happy sgt) then she also told me dat my dad keep asking about us.. (me n my sis) bile nak balik... diorg tak nak balik ke?? so thats why we went back to penang..besides we thought that we could celebrate raya haji together with the whole family since my dad is already back at home n his getting better... The night we arrived penang.. we went to see him.. he was asleep.. nvm maybe we could have a talk the next morning.. so the next morning me n my sister keep accompany my dad.. the whole day we talked and laughed together.. seriously its been a long time since the last time i saw my dad laugh..i was so happy to see him make jokes n we were laughing at it.. the night before he went to sleep.. he did say something to me.. "nomie, no matter what u are doing right now.. never ever give up and loose hope..daddy is so proud of u right now.. and i know u will be a successful person soon".. i was touch when i heard he said that.. i was like "its ok daddy... i know.. dun worry about me.. u just go to sleep...i promise u that i will make u proud of me one day.." then he went to sleep while my mum is happily cooking rendang ayam to celebrate raya haji the next day.. mummy even said this time our raya will be much better than the last time.. i just smile n went to bed..

around 3 o'clock in the morning, i heard my mum screaming at us.. she said my dad didnt wake up when she called him... but he still breathing.. so we hurried called the ambulance and sent him to the hospital.. when the doc checked, he found out that my dad's brain had a major cold blood and there's nothing they can do.. i sat down and cry.. i cant believe this could happened... around 7 in the morning.. they send my dad back to our house where the minute they pull out the oxigen he passed away silently.. Innalillah..my dad had passed away.. i cant believe it even until today.. there is so much i wanted to do to make him proud of me.. but its too late.. luckly for us.. we have a lot of family members who support us.. not forgetting to all my frens and rizal who always been there for me.. thank u so much... i dunno what to say just thank u...



3 weeks after my dad passed away.. we welcome our new family member.. Abdullah Hussain.. my new nephew.. he was born somewhere in January (sorry lupe gile) and was named after my arwah daddy.. it was quite sad for us because arwah daddy tak sempat nak sambut cucunya ke 5... but its ok.. maybe ada hikmahnye kan... things getting better with my whole family... my sis just had a show in Tg Malim as well as in KL...




and as for me.. to be surprised.. i was named the best student for degree programme in my college.. alhamdulillah.. i was so happy but at the same time mcm sedey sbb my arwah daddy tak sempat nak tgk all of these.. "Daddy.. i dedicated to u this award...without u i dont think i can stand to where i am now..thank you so much daddy"... well moga rohnya dicucuri Rahmat.. amin...~~